I’m going to be upfront with you and hope you don’t take that I’m condemning you but helping you. Based on your recent posts condemning Christianity and religion, I bet you are still angry at the death of your father and I have no doubt that you hate God hence you take it out on Christianity. Well, your bashing of Christianity may be a medication to the pain caused by the death of your father but it will not help you permanently. You are psychologically infringed hence you gave up on your true identity and became an opposite of what you’ve been created to be. I suggest you deal with your pain more maturely and let go of what is already lost, I mean it has been more than a decade but you are still angry and mourning while wasting your recent years.
I understand that not having a father is a liability to a boy, hence some boys resolve to crime while others give up on their manhood simply because they want to be close and be accepted by anything that smells like a man. Whether gay or not, Jesus will never reject you, it’s just that you got so used to masturbation in retaliation to what you were taught not to do, you wanted to prove a point from a young age to appoint whereby addiction to it was inevitable, thus isolating you to be in your own world whereby rejection and the need to belong were your only points of meditation. We can address homosexuality from a non-Christian point of view, lets do it from a scientific or natural point of view: you were created a man with an organ that is complemented by that of a woman, not for the backside of another man, for that is only a way out for the relief of dirt from the body.
You sound to me like someone who is justifying his inability to see life more differently than how he was raised by bashing someone who is against your behaviour. I bet your psychic friend is gay as well, and I find it very immature to bring such an example to the public. Christians believe in the Word that is written in the Bible, and real Christians do not hate gays or people practising homosexuality but they hate homosexuality itself as it should be separated from the person who practise it. The fact your priest prevented you from playing with your penis does not necessarily mean that he was practising Christianity, any responsible man would not be comfortable seeing a boy playing unjustly with his manhood, that is proper guidance.
You sound to me like a man whose manhood has been stolen by unjust circumstances and instead of crying for help, you go deeper into pity-party and inviting your every emotional imbalance in it. You’ve lost your father and you haven’t healed or found closure, and that’s what you should seek. Blaming something or someone is always the case when we don’t know how to take responsibility for our lives but there’s always a much better way to live life. I am not against people who practice homosexuality, I am surrounded by them at work and even at home, but I condemn homosexuality as it is not only against God’s word but also contradictory to mother-nature.
Every living creatures have a male and a female, and in my entire life I’ve never seen any animal being mistaken about that, a male goes for a female and a female goes for a male. So, would you say they are also the devil’s disciples? But human beings, based on their ability to justify their actions and lack of self-control, they are the most easily influenced and deceived creatures of all time. You chose homosexuality out of your own free will, you were simply overcome by your fleshly desires which were influenced by your childhood toys.
You have before you life and death, it’s your choice, a brotherly advise out of love says: choose life. Real atheists don’t believe in the Bible or in heaven and hell but in science and evolution, so you are contradicting yourself in your writings as you talk about the devil and disciples, which we all knew through the Bible. The fact that you are the only one who believes that coming out and taking a stand against gay articles clearly proves that you are bold, and that’s a masculine side of you. My last word to you my dear brother, from man to man, seek healing for the deeper wounds and pain you are still carrying deep within your senses, and then come back and talk to people from a clear conscious and not venting out emotional imbalance and exposing your weaknesses.