Last Weekend, I gave up the most important thing/person in my life. I made a decision to choose something "not real" (God) in many peoples eyes...... over her.This is Honestly The most stupid and un-thoughtful thing i have ever done......I Find myself now lost in a world of turmoil, as i really could not possibly live without her....I would like her to know that even though she most probably will never read this, that i am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart for just throwing my life away...... by "my life" i mean my better half, the lady that loved me unconditionally and never gave up on me, the lady that kept me motivated and inspired, the lady that was there for me through thick and thin and helped me grow personally and achieve so much more than i could ever explain to her in words or actions..... I Realise now that it is me that has the issue ...... i am afraid of people giving up on me, stopping believing in me, and most of all, im afraid of being alone and unloved........ Tiffany........ I Really Do Love You With All My Heart, Body, Soul And Mind. There is NOBODY out there that i would rather have than YOU!!!!!!!! I Know that you most probably are too hurt to forgive me and i know youve given me numerous chances an ive messed up each time. One Thing That I can promise you though, is that i will never stop loving you, i will never stop caring for you, and most of all, no matter where i am or what i am doing, you are always in my thoughts. I Love You Deeply, Madly, Truly......... I Hope that you will love me forever and never give up on me. i know i have some issues that youve told me i had but i bluntly ignored. Well now im telling you that you were and are right when you said that the things i need to fix are what they are.
You Will ALWAYS Be My ONE and ONLY!!!!!! I dont want anybody but YOU
Disclaimer: All articles and letters published on MyNews24 have been independently written by members of News24's community. The views of users published on News24 are therefore their own and do not necessarily represent the views of News24. News24 editors also reserve the right to edit or delete any and all comments received.