I refused to die - HIV+ woman who killed cheating husband

2016-07-19 07:25
Thandi Shabangu, 43, shot and killed her husband in 2012 after he threatened to leave her after infecting her with HIV/AIDS. Shabangu, who is serving 20 years for murder and attempted murder at the Westville Correctional Services Centre, says it was her fear of death that made preserver to live and finally accept her status. She has made a quilt detailing her tragic story and her quilt is being exhibited at the 2016 AIDS Conference currently underway in Durban. (Amanda Khoza, News24)

Thandi Shabangu, 43, shot and killed her husband in 2012 after he threatened to leave her after infecting her with HIV/AIDS. Shabangu, who is serving 20 years for murder and attempted murder at the Westville Correctional Services Centre, says it was her fear of death that made preserver to live and finally accept her status. She has made a quilt detailing her tragic story and her quilt is being exhibited at the 2016 AIDS Conference currently underway in Durban. (Amanda Khoza, News24)

Multimedia   ·   User Galleries   ·   News in Pictures Send us your pictures  ·  Send us your stories

Durban – A frustrated KwaZulu-Natal woman who shot and killed her philandering husband for infecting her with HIV/Aids has created a quilt in which she tells her story.

Her quilt is one of about 400 which Westville and Kgosi Mampuru prison inmates made. They are currently on display at the International Aids Conference currently under way at Durban’s Inkosi Albert Luthuli International Convention Centre.

Thandi Shabangu, 43, from Stanger, is serving a 20-year jail sentence at Durban’s Westville prison for murdering her husband and six years for the attempted murder of his colleague in 2012. The sentences are running concurrently. 

She told her story during an event at the prison on Monday, at which the quilts were handed to the premier’s office. The quilts will be donated to 16 KwaZulu-Natal orphanages. The gesture was intended as an apology to children orphaned by crime.

The mother of two children, aged 25 and 6, said life with her husband, who she married in 2004, was perfect until she was diagnosed with HIV/Aids.

“I was pregnant when I found out that I was HIV positive. I had gone to see the gynaecologist and my husband was working in Pongolo at the time. You know when your husband is away from you, many things happen,” said the former traffic officer, who discovered that her husband had been unfaithful.

Despite the infidelity, Shabangu decided to stay with him because, she said, he was her pillar of strength.

Miscarriage

"Every time we went to the gynae, I would ask him, what was going to happen to the baby. He said I should relax because people were living long lives with HIV. I did not believe him, my CD4 count was 55 and the viral load was more than 3000."

Shabangu said she was overwhelmed by everything and she lost the baby.

When Shabangu eventually started antiretroviral treatment she suffered another setback when the side-effects of the medication prevented her from driving. 

"I was admitted into hospital and I told the doctors that I did not want to die from Aids. I refused to die."

She said it was her family's support that helped her come to terms with her diagnosis, although she sometimes thinks about the people that shunned her.

In 2009, Shabangu suffered another setback.

Fear of death

"One of my colleagues had tuberculosis, but he kept saying he was bewitched. He said someone put muti in his tea, but I could see that these were the symptoms for HIV. I tried to tell him to get tested, but he just would not accept it and one day he died in my arms. He infected me with multi-drug-resistant tuberculosis. I lost so much weight. I could not even carry the firearm."

She admitted herself to Stanger Hospital, where she stayed for 24 months.

"I told the doctors I was HIV positive, have MDR-TB and I need to be admitted into hospital. I told them I did not want to die."

Her fear of death kept her alive.

She was discharged from hospital after she was informed that her CD4 count had increased to 450 and the viral load had fallen to 2500.

When she returned to work her colleagues did not want to work with her.

No protection

"But I told myself that I must not worry about them because they were dying like ants and I was the one who refused to die because there was treatment available."

Her problems started in 2012, when she became jealous of all her husband's girlfriends and he refused to use protection during sex.

On April 13, 2012, Shabangu's husband asked her to bring their car to his workplace. In his office she saw a framed photograph of him and one of his girlfriends. He denied the relationship when confronted about it.

On her way out of her husband's office, she bumped into one of his colleagues.

"The woman was so rude, she tried to slap me and I moved. Then she went for my gun and we both fought for it. Shots were fired and she ran away."

One bullet

In a fit of rage, Shabangu followed the colleague and fired several shots in her office. The woman was unhurt.

While Shabangu was walking out of the building, she saw her husband running towards her.

"I shot him with one bullet and he died instantly," she said.

She could not imagine her husband leaving her for someone else after everything they had been through.

"I am not angry at myself for what I did. No one else could take him away from me, even though he was having affairs with other women. He never ever apologised for giving me HIV/Aids."

Read more on:    aids2016  |  durban  |  hiv aids  |  domestic violence  |  crime

Join the conversation!

24.com encourages commentary submitted via MyNews24. Contributions of 200 words or more will be considered for publication.

We reserve editorial discretion to decide what will be published.
Read our comments policy for guidelines on contributions.
NEXT ON NEWS24X

Inside News24

 
PARTNER CONTENT
INFOGRAPHIC: New thinking required for retirement

Everything we believe about retirement is fast becoming outdated.

PARTNER CONTENT
WATCH: How education can change a life

A university education gives students the chance to create a better future for themselves, their families and to opportunity achieve their dreams.

/News

Book flights

Compare, Book, Fly

Traffic Alerts
Traffic
There are new stories on the homepage. Click here to see them.
 
English
Afrikaans
isiZulu

Hello 

Create Profile

Creating your profile will enable you to submit photos and stories to get published on News24.


Please provide a username for your profile page:

This username must be unique, cannot be edited and will be used in the URL to your profile page across the entire 24.com network.

Settings

Location Settings

News24 allows you to edit the display of certain components based on a location. If you wish to personalise the page based on your preferences, please select a location for each component and click "Submit" in order for the changes to take affect.




Facebook Sign-In

Hi News addict,

Join the News24 Community to be involved in breaking the news.

Log in with Facebook to comment and personalise news, weather and listings.