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22 Sep 2006

As I said in my previous entry, my mother passed away last year. She was my life, I had a wonderful relationship with her. I shared everything with her, her death was really hard on me, I lost my best friend.

My father got a new girlfriend, I didn't like her very much, but I was always nice to her for my father's sake, but she told him that I was always mean to her when he wasn't there, and he believed her. So he kicked me out of the house, and she moved in.

I wanted so bad to commit suicide. And get rid of the pain, but then one night I had a dream...

I dreamt that I was at my father's house and my sister (whom I also love dearly) and her husband was also there, and my father and his girlfriend was also there, my father started screaming at me, and I walked into the kitchen, then suddenly my mom came home from work (in my dream my mom was alive and she and my dad was separated) and she heard the way my father spoke to me. Then she told me that I must come and live with her!!! I was so very happy!!! So we walked and walked to her house, and I was so excited that I was going to live with my mom. The next day (in my dream) I woke up and again I was in my father's house!!! I didn't understand, I walked into the living room (it was Christmas) and beneath the Christmas tree was a letter from my mom for me. Saying this:

"I'm so sorry, but you can't stay with me now, but someday I'll come and fetch you"

My heart was broken, I woke up crying!!!

But I just think that was her way of telling me not to do anything stupid, and that someday we'll be together again.

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01 Jan 0001

Hello H,
Thanks for sharing your most interesting story --- and I'm sure that your Mom indeed would want you to know that things will eventually work out all right and that you shouldn't do anything harmful to yourself.
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