my first boy was a bliss. I never to ask anybody questions. With my new boy i am always having to ask. I think i've also forgotten everything and just so use to my 3 year telling me what he wants. My new born has reflux which is he doesn't keep down his milk but he is on special formula now. The paed. picked up a heart murmour as well so he has SVD which is a hole in his heart...which breaks my heart. I have been assured that he will be fine, but it still makes me feel sad. I am a mother, i am sure you know, it's only natural to worry.