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03 Feb 2009

everything just goes bad
Hi CS

A lot has happened in my life, I am turning 30 in two months! Everything that can go wrong in life, has gone wrong in my life! I can find a job - and the first two months are heavenly and afterwards things just go down - no matter how much i try to impress or perform, same applies with my relationships!

My contract is ending, and yesterday i' ve just found out that my boyfriend is cheating on me!!!
I have a chronic illnes (PE) and i am not motivated to drink my Warfarin in hope that a blood clot will develop or whatever and i can just die!!!
I have a 5year old baby boy who is better off with my family!
No one in my family is ever happy with me - i guess i just don' t belong here!!!

With all honesty - i want to die!!!
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CyberShrink
cybershrink

01 Jan 0001

Seeing a counsellor, using a CBT approach, would help you to see what can be learned from these experiences, so you can prevent them from recurring. I understand that you feel despairing at times, but do NOT stop the Warfarin -- a clot might very well NOT kill you, but could cripple you, only adding to your problems. And your child is certainly NOT better off with anyone but you. You're not here to make your family happy with you, but to find your own happy way of life. YOu sound seriously Depressed, and should arrange ASAP to see a good local shrink for assessment and to start effective treatment for the depression
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