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22 Dec 2004

To Dude: sun shine
Hi there
Well I can relae to being bored - except I have tons of work to do.
He and i were together on and off for about 16months i think - more off though from his,he plays rugby so you can imagine what time limit i had with him. It's stranbge though - it took him about ten months to finally get to me - couritng and shyte and then when he had my attention he does me in - we split upa fter about two or three months then got back together - well seriously I got tired of thre emotional roller coaster if you know what I mean.
i dont know it seems to me that I was the only challenge he ever had in a female ( he is used to having women throw themselves at him) he's really attractive, sexy but I think there was a competition between me and his ego........ sad - i think if it were another I would not feel so bad.
So yeah I dont think he ever loved me ( i feel like just another notch on his belt)
It was the idea of having what he couldn't........... I think.
I beileve i have much to offer - but it seemed it was not enough.
I think I am done for. the saddest part is that I want someone who is good and real, I accept flaws cos I know that no-one is perfect no matter how much they seem to be, i believe that your wholeness ( with our failures and weaknesses) is what truly makes you complete. There is nothing like sharing the whole of you with somebody. I am just going to be more careful next time around.
What broke my heart is that I gave it my all - he could never question my loyalty or sincerity when it came to the way I felt about us.
well I suppose some blows are harder than some.
I would not mind making myself a fool a thousand times over but only if it's real.
Maybe I am a fool
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CyberShrink
cybershrink

01 Jan 0001

No, most certainly NOT a fool !
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