Hi there
thank you for your response, I dont know , I am sorry I did not mean to sound desperate or like my life was over, I am complete within myself, it is just at times I miss him so much, like when a song plays on the radio that we used to listen to it reminds me of the love we are throwing away - or maybe we are just putting it on hold because we need to sort out our issues. It is difficult - I was used to waking up next to him everyday - now he is no longer there, He assures me that he still loves me. Two people can only grow together or apart, I suppose I do not want to let a good thing go. I have started living for me , i take allot of time for myself but there a many things that I miss doing with him.