This girl, ... she has greater issues than I can imagine. I just can't stop thinking about her. Im walking and I see her, and shes crying. I want to help. She says shes having a panic attack, and runs upstairs. And sits alone, and crys. She tells me she doesnt want to talk. I dont know what to do. From what I know, this girl has an intense background. She tells me she attempted suicide once. She was placed in a mental hospital. She attempted suicide.... her boyfriend left her. He knew she had major depresion issues. I dont know what it is about her. Shes one of the lowest girls I have seen in a while. Yet, I still see good in her. Shes not thinking about quitting all of her drug usage. But her eyes. What is it that draws me to her. I dont know, maybe I just want to help her. Be her hero. I dont know. Im just a lost soul, trying to figure things out, and piece them together.